Dear baby girl, I'm trying my best to just let you take your sweet time but it's getting more and more uncomfortable.. I hope you're in there enjoying the sweets I eat because you get nothing but my breast milk for the first few months of your life :) ,I can't wait to finally hold you. The bond that we have right now will be over really soon and a new beautiful one will begin. Sometimes when I think about you coming into this world I get scared and I start feeling overprotective. I know I won't be able to protect you from every single thing but I'll try with every ounce of my being. I'm not going to make it seem Like this world is perfect, I don't want you be unprepared or caught off guard so I plan on keeping it real with you. I can't wait to match a face with this love I feel. You my sweet little darling and I have to get life in order for us.
I want to say sorry for not having everything in order already. Sorry we don't have our own house but I'll work at it. Until then you are my home, no matter what as long as I have you, I'm at home.
Things between me and your dad are not perfect. He is still going to be a great dad and one day maybe when he grow up we will be together but wether that happens or not will still be a family.
I hope you don't mind me documenting our lives for us to see later on in life. It's mainly for you to see what went through and how we grew as a family.
I love you insanly lol
Love always and forever Mommy :)
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