I'm in love

Arianna ms.cutiepie

Omg you're here,

(40 weeks and 5 days) December 9,2011 at 11:46pm weighing 7 pounds 4oz (Arianna Xiomara Pender)

My life changing experince ...12-9-11

The birth of my daughter (you), I love you more the everything. I'm still getting to know you more and more everyday. You are 2 weeks old today & you're starting to look like your daddy more and more. You're my little beautiful love. I'm so atached to you, when ever you're not around me I'm thinking about you (when you go chill with one of your aunties). I took a lot of pictures of you already. Your daddy don't what pictures of you on facebook, so they still don't know how you look except family because mommy sent them pictures. Right now as you lay on my chest I wish everything was perfect for you. I'm so sleep, I was supposed to get your Christmas gifts today but you didn't let me get much sleep. It's ok I love you anyway. My little princess Arianna Xiomara pender :)

Mommy having pains

Omg I might be meeting you soon princess.. You crazy in my tummy

Let me hurry up before I get another contraction, I'm trying to time them but I had to stop to write you :)

Mommy words

Dear baby girl, I'm trying my best to just let you take your sweet time but it's getting more and more uncomfortable.. I hope you're in there enjoying the sweets I eat because you get nothing but my breast milk for the first few months of your life :) ,I can't wait to finally hold you. The bond that we have right now will be over really soon and a new beautiful one will begin. Sometimes when I think about you coming into this world I get scared and I start feeling overprotective. I know I won't be able to protect you from every single thing but I'll try with every ounce of my being. I'm not going to make it seem Like this world is perfect, I don't want you be unprepared or caught off guard so I plan on keeping it real with you. I can't wait to match a face with this love I feel. You my sweet little darling and I have to get life in order for us.
I want to say sorry for not having everything in order already. Sorry we don't have our own house but I'll work at it. Until then you are my home, no matter what as long as I have you, I'm at home.
Things between me and your dad are not perfect. He is still going to be a great dad and one day maybe when he grow up we will be together but wether that happens or not will still be a family.

I hope you don't mind me documenting our lives for us to see later on in life. It's mainly for you to see what went through and how we grew as a family.
I love you insanly lol
Love always and forever Mommy :)

Overdue *1 day past my due date*

Come on baby girl, mommy wants to meet you super duper bad :)

Princess space, your area :)

I'm using a phone to post these pictures and once I get on the computer I'm going to post the baby shower pictures (which I thought I did already)

39 weeks & 4days

See the ugly stretch marks mommy has :(

I can't believe how far along I am

I'm 39 weeks and 4 days, my due date is in 3days Ohmygosh I'm soo scared but excited at the same time. I'm going to be meeting you really soon. I'm going to wait until my due date and if you didn't come yet I'm going to try drinking castor oil to make myself go into labor.

Lately you've been keeping me up at night. You've been crazy..I'm going to post the video of it and send it to the email address i made for you (deararianna11@yahoo.com)...stoppin. By to say I love you an see you soon :)