I'm in love

Arianna ms.cutiepie

Omg you're here,

(40 weeks and 5 days) December 9,2011 at 11:46pm weighing 7 pounds 4oz (Arianna Xiomara Pender)

My life changing experince ...12-9-11

The birth of my daughter (you), I love you more the everything. I'm still getting to know you more and more everyday. You are 2 weeks old today & you're starting to look like your daddy more and more. You're my little beautiful love. I'm so atached to you, when ever you're not around me I'm thinking about you (when you go chill with one of your aunties). I took a lot of pictures of you already. Your daddy don't what pictures of you on facebook, so they still don't know how you look except family because mommy sent them pictures. Right now as you lay on my chest I wish everything was perfect for you. I'm so sleep, I was supposed to get your Christmas gifts today but you didn't let me get much sleep. It's ok I love you anyway. My little princess Arianna Xiomara pender :)

Mommy having pains

Omg I might be meeting you soon princess.. You crazy in my tummy

Let me hurry up before I get another contraction, I'm trying to time them but I had to stop to write you :)

Mommy words

Dear baby girl, I'm trying my best to just let you take your sweet time but it's getting more and more uncomfortable.. I hope you're in there enjoying the sweets I eat because you get nothing but my breast milk for the first few months of your life :) ,I can't wait to finally hold you. The bond that we have right now will be over really soon and a new beautiful one will begin. Sometimes when I think about you coming into this world I get scared and I start feeling overprotective. I know I won't be able to protect you from every single thing but I'll try with every ounce of my being. I'm not going to make it seem Like this world is perfect, I don't want you be unprepared or caught off guard so I plan on keeping it real with you. I can't wait to match a face with this love I feel. You my sweet little darling and I have to get life in order for us.
I want to say sorry for not having everything in order already. Sorry we don't have our own house but I'll work at it. Until then you are my home, no matter what as long as I have you, I'm at home.
Things between me and your dad are not perfect. He is still going to be a great dad and one day maybe when he grow up we will be together but wether that happens or not will still be a family.

I hope you don't mind me documenting our lives for us to see later on in life. It's mainly for you to see what went through and how we grew as a family.
I love you insanly lol
Love always and forever Mommy :)

Overdue *1 day past my due date*

Come on baby girl, mommy wants to meet you super duper bad :)

Princess space, your area :)

I'm using a phone to post these pictures and once I get on the computer I'm going to post the baby shower pictures (which I thought I did already)

39 weeks & 4days

See the ugly stretch marks mommy has :(

I can't believe how far along I am

I'm 39 weeks and 4 days, my due date is in 3days Ohmygosh I'm soo scared but excited at the same time. I'm going to be meeting you really soon. I'm going to wait until my due date and if you didn't come yet I'm going to try drinking castor oil to make myself go into labor.

Lately you've been keeping me up at night. You've been crazy..I'm going to post the video of it and send it to the email address i made for you (deararianna11@yahoo.com)...stoppin. By to say I love you an see you soon :)

9 months Pregnant :)

I didn't get to see you today, the lady at the hospital gave me an appointment but she didn't put it in the computer. When i got to the place they told i didn't have an appointment, i was so upset but I have an appointment for tomorrow. So i'll see you then :) ...Here's how my tummy looks after growing you for 9 months :

Yesterday's appointment ..

I went to the doctor’s for a regular check up but the doctor left already, so they sent to the hospital to vist with her. Once i got there around 4:30pm, she was in a meeting so i had to wait until like 6pm then they didn’t have a doppler down stair and i told her i felt a little pressure. They sent me to L&D just to get checked, when i got there they monitored me and i had a few contractions but i wasn’t dilated. So the doctor decided i need more fluids and i had to have an I.V (which hurts like heck because my veins are small, not to mention the nurse messed up the first time & had to do it again on the other arm)

I didn’t even tell my family because i didn’t have a cellphone with me. I thought it was going to be a quick little appointment. I left my your daddy's house at 2:30 pm & around 6pm he started getting worried and called my your auntie ebony who called my mother. Ebony called the hospital and they told her that i was in L&D and they assumed i was having you and started calling all my family. Grandma, ebony & her friend, and daddy came to the hospital because they thought i was in labor, when they called the guy said he can’t give out that information when they asked if i was having the baby. When they got to the hospital they didn’t want to let them into triage, so grandma started getting loud and they let her in. Long story short they let me get the rest of my I.V (2 bags) in the waiting room. I have a ultrasound monday, I’m so excited to see you :)

Anybody was worried and excited about meeting you. Dodda wrote on facebook he was about to be a uncle lol. Anyway it's 8 days until the baby shower. it's still a few things i got to get like plates and stuff. Today I am 35 weeks and 6 days, which mean i will be 9 months tomorrow. This is so crazy how fast time is flying, I'm going to be meeting you soon My Love :)

P.s baby girl i hope you decide to let them get a good picture of your face, please don't hide mommy wants picture (hopefully 3d).They did a quick ultrasound to see if you are head down and you are (good girl)


Love always *&* Forever Mommy

You're mommy's rock :)

Just the thought of you keeps me strong, 5 days until i'm 9 months & 12 days until our baby shower... can't believe how fast this is going by, I'll be meeting you really really soon My Love!

I'll will update you soon, I have a doctor's appointment on Friday. I can tell you're gaining weight because you feel heavy and your head be pressing down.

I have to make your email address soon, so i can send you my youtube videos just incase anything happens i want to have copies. Talk to you later


Love Forever *&* Always Mommy !

30 days until i'm full term, sooo super happy I can have you any day after that and you'll be healthy. Your daddy keeps saying his daughter going to be born next month but my due date ain't until the 4th of December and next month is November but if you're born any day after November 14 you'll be ok. you wouldn't be considered premature, i want you to stay in there and get nice and healthy.
Omg baby girl you are a mover, from kicks to running your elbows and knees along my belly to stretching. When you stretch it hurts, it feels like your stretch outta me lol and your head puts a lot of pressure on my lower body part. I still get lots of heartburn, you still get hiccups a lot and i can feel when you practice breathing (only sometimes). You should be at least 4 pounds now and packing on the weight :)
In other news one more of your cousins was born today. Her name is Kennedy and she's my cousin aa daughter. She's going to be a little over a month older than you. So you, honesty, kennedy and milan are going to be the same age. You're going to have play date buddies Yay!! Mommy finally put one of your dressers together. I want to have the other done soon before the baby shower, which by the way is probably going to be the 4th of november. I am 32 weeks and 5 days pregnant today :) ..I will write you again after my doctors appointment Monday (October 17th). I'm going to ask about my next ultrasound because i really want to see you. Right now you're going crazy in my tummy and making me have to pee pee. I love you !

Love Always*&*Forever Mommy :)

Your kicks drive mommy crazy but i love you, right now my tummy feels so sore (my belly button and the area surrounding it)...

I'm 32 weeks and 1 day pregnant, time is really really flying ! I got to go to the doctor every 2 weeks but it's been 3 weeks. I'm going to make an appointment and update you afterward. Love ya :)

Here's some pictures:

P.s Mommy has more stretch marks, i get more everyday :( but i love you and you're worth every one them. I just hope they fade and mommy gets braxton hicks a lot that means i'm getting closer to having you


Love Always *&* Forever Mommy

Mommy's day today

I am 30 weeks and 6 days today, Mommy just came back from a party with daddy and his family. A lot of people felt my belly today. Anyway you were kicking like crazy because the music was really loud. I'm about to go to sleep but i wanted to just tell you that, it's really really late and you're kicking as i type this. its 3:56 am on October 2 (its after 12am so that means i am actually 31 weeks)

Here a picture of mommy and daddy today:

Sorry it's kinda blurry because it's a picture of a picture

I like as a middle name..Your name might be..

I like Capri as your middle name but I have to run it by daddy first..
it's a song that i like.

We might name you Arianna, daddy changes his mind a lot but that's what we're considering. I hope you like those name because mommy thinks their pretty..


Arianna Capri
Arianna cattleya

Mommy just stopping..

I love you, right now i'm getting these pains and you're kicking me.. It's ok because you can do that anyway i forgot to post 30 week pictures. I am 30 weeks and 5 days today, i can't believe in 1 week and 2 days i'm going to be 8 months ((how crazy is that)). I'm going to be meeting you pretty soon.

Feelings- Overjoyed and scared

P.s you're getting strong & i noticed stretch marks on my lower belly :( !



30 weeks pregnant

29 weeks Pregnant

Omg it's getting so close to us meeting, 11 weeks until my due date but 8 weeks until I'm full term and that mean i can have anytime after that and you'll be healthy :)

I noticed the other day that you be having hiccups, you get them almost everyday :) ..I'm sure your growing big and strong. You're like 2 and a half pounds and counting, when i wake you're kicking when i go to sleep you're kicking you are very active. Sometimes your kicks are overwhelming and painful but i love you and i know once i have you I'm going to miss feeling you kicking and stuff.

I'm still trying to things ready for the baby shower so you can get lot of gifts :)

Aunty ebony brought you some little juicy couture cheetah print shoes they are so cute & your grandmother brought you some brown little uggs..i can't wait to dress you up.


Love Always*&*forever Mommy

P.s I'll take belly picture tomorrow

Doctor's appointment today & wall decorations

I heard your heart beat today :)
I noticed you had the hiccups when i was at the doctors & you have them now ...how cute, anyway your heart rate is 146-150 bpm and that's good, I go back to the doctor's friday for my glucose test. Your daddy started school today & i put some decorations up at my house the other day, here's a picture:

Anyway I'm 28 weeks & 2 days today ...omg 82 more days until my due date (can't wait to meet you)


Love Always *&* Forever Mommy

P.s mommy now weights 128 pounds (i gained 24 days Wow)

28 weeks ((7 months))

Omg I can't wait to meet you and learn about you. Mommy's thinking about naming you Arianna. I still like the name Alaya but I don't think daddy wants to name you that. Anyway right now you're pressing against mommy's belly pretty hard but I love you anyway sweetie pie :)

Some words to you ...

    I know everything I go through only makes me stronger, by making me stronger it's making me a better person and that's going to make me a better mother. I see many things I need to protect you from but I know someday you will experience hurt but no matter how much it hurts, it's not the end and you will grow from you experience. I want you to know any decision I make regarding who I will have in your life, is only for the best and who I decide to keep you around. I can't think of one person in my life that's never hurt me, but it's different kinds of hurt.
  I can think of a lot of people I don't want you around but in the end they are your family and I'm not trying to keep you away from your family. This blog is personal and it's things I want to tell you but I don't want you to see people differently. I just want you to know you can always talk to me and I'll be there no matter what, so don't worry about trusting other with your feelings because mommy always got you lol..Anyway you kicking me like crazy I guess it time to feed you. (8/25 (25weeks&4days)

                 Love always*&&* Forever Mommy

A little about you,

    The other day it was a get together for your uncle dooda birthday, They were playing music really loud and you're not use to that so you were kicking me like crazy. I don't know whether you didn't like the music but you sure did kick a lot. You're so active, I tell you gt bigger because I feel you in 2 spot now i guess one part is your feet and other is you hands. I can wait to have another ultrasound because I really want to see you, I miss seeing you. I'm going to go to the doctor tomorrow, I forgot the paper that i need to give to the doctor but I'll take it to them another time. I am 25 weeks pregnant..

Mommy's tummy is huge but she loves you and you're worth it 

Love forever&always Mommy

      You are such a kicker, Omg you kick all day long but I'm not complaining about it but the heartburn i get is so unconformable. Some people say that means you're going to have a head full of hair, I can't help looking in your daddy face and wondering whether you're going to look like him or maybe you'll look like me, it doesn't matter because you're going to be my little beautiful baby. For some reason your daddy thinks he looks better then me, i don't think so, you can be the judge when you get older lol.

     I can't believe I been growing you in my tummy for 6 months, you still have room in my tummy so you be moving like crazy but pretty soon you going to run out of room. You have so many people who can't to meet you but I'm the top of the list :) 

I'm so scared to give birth, I'm even scared to be your mom but I know I will be the best i can & no matter what be even better then that.

 

 keep track of how many days left-

6 Months(24 weeks) - Today (August 14)

Third trimester (27 weeks) - (September 4) = 21 days

7 Months (28 weeks) - (September 11) =28 days

8 Months (32 weeks) - (October 9) =56 days

9 Months (36 weeks) - (November 6) = 84 days

Full term (37 weeks) - (November 13) = 91 days

Due date (40 weeks) - (December 4) =112 days

Some online facts-

How your baby's growing:

Your baby's growing steadily, having gained about 4 ounces since last week. That puts him at just over a pound. Since he's almost a foot long (picture an ear of corn), he cuts a pretty lean figure at this point, but his body is filling out proportionally and he'll soon start to plump up. His brain is also growing quickly now, and his taste buds are continuing to develop. His lungs are developing "branches" of the respiratory "tree" as well as cells that produce surfactant, a substance that will help his air sacs inflate once he hits the outside world. His skin is still thin and translucent, but that will start to change soon

I haven't met you yet but Omg I love you!! ((Random Post))

   I can't wait to meet you, i want to look in your eyes and tell you how much I Love You! I can't help but wonder if you look like mommy or daddy. It doesn't matter because you're mine and I Love you anyway. I smile at the thought of you. You have some cute little clothes already and mommy can't stop touching them and picturing you in them. I can't wait go shopping for you and I can't wait until i have a name for you. I wish i can ask you what you want to be named. Mommy will write you later.


                                                                                          Love Always *&* Forever Mommy!

You're A Girl!!!

 21 weeks *&* 4 days

Hiding from mommy

     Mommy loves you babygirl, Yes. I know that you're a girl now! I couldn't be happier about you. I truly you, and will do anything for you. Today mommy and daddy went to get a ultrasound, I'm so happy you let me be able to see your little privates lol. Daddy was so happy to see you, I'm not going to lie daddy wanted a boy but he was so happy after seeing you moving. You kept putting you hands up and blocking us from getting a good 3d picture of your face.

Mommy has a doctor's Appointment ...To find out!!

I get to find out whether you're a Boy or Girl ... I can't wait, I'm super smiley right now lol, Tomorrow is July 28,2011 I will be 21 weeks & 4 days..Can't wait!!

P.s Baby please let me see, I know sometimes you can be a little stubborn lol but I love you much!!!

   Love always *&* forever Mommy!!!

Back from the doctors..

Daddy finally came with me to one of my appointments, He got to hear your heartbeat. I have to call them wensday to see when my level 2 ultrasound is scheduled for.. That means I'm going to know what you are pretty soon! I'm so excited. Today your heart rate was 150bpm which is good, Mommy gained so much weight since I've  been pregnant with you, I start off at 104 (i'm skinny lol) and now I weight 121, I really don't mind the weight gain. I just hope I can have a flat tummy after I have you and I hope I don't get stretch marks on my tummy but even if I  do you're worth it. P.s mommy loves you more and more everyday..

Love always and forever, Mommy!

Mommy forgot 20 week belly photos..

20 Weeks *&* 2 days

Mommy has a outtie now, I miss my innie :(