You're A Girl!!!

 21 weeks *&* 4 days

Hiding from mommy

     Mommy loves you babygirl, Yes. I know that you're a girl now! I couldn't be happier about you. I truly you, and will do anything for you. Today mommy and daddy went to get a ultrasound, I'm so happy you let me be able to see your little privates lol. Daddy was so happy to see you, I'm not going to lie daddy wanted a boy but he was so happy after seeing you moving. You kept putting you hands up and blocking us from getting a good 3d picture of your face.

Mommy has a doctor's Appointment ...To find out!!

I get to find out whether you're a Boy or Girl ... I can't wait, I'm super smiley right now lol, Tomorrow is July 28,2011 I will be 21 weeks & 4 days..Can't wait!!

P.s Baby please let me see, I know sometimes you can be a little stubborn lol but I love you much!!!

   Love always *&* forever Mommy!!!

Back from the doctors..

Daddy finally came with me to one of my appointments, He got to hear your heartbeat. I have to call them wensday to see when my level 2 ultrasound is scheduled for.. That means I'm going to know what you are pretty soon! I'm so excited. Today your heart rate was 150bpm which is good, Mommy gained so much weight since I've  been pregnant with you, I start off at 104 (i'm skinny lol) and now I weight 121, I really don't mind the weight gain. I just hope I can have a flat tummy after I have you and I hope I don't get stretch marks on my tummy but even if I  do you're worth it. P.s mommy loves you more and more everyday..

Love always and forever, Mommy!

Mommy forgot 20 week belly photos..

20 Weeks *&* 2 days

Mommy has a outtie now, I miss my innie :(

Quick update...

Today is my dads birthday (your grandfather), July 23, I can't spend it with him because he's in jail :( ..Anyway on a lighten note July 20,2011 my cousin Tiheam his daughter Milan who's your cousin. Yall going to be around the same age but you also going to have 2 more new cousins. I'm 21 weeks & 6 days pregnant with you, I can't wait to be 22 weeks because you'll weight one pounds :) ..After I turn 22 weeks I can't wait to be 25 weeks, I have goals I want to reach so it can go by faster and I can hold you in my arms..

P.s Sometime you turn or ball up or whatever you're doing in my tummy and it hurts. You kick alot and i don't mind but that other thing you do hurts mommy, I know you don't mean to so it's ok I love you no matter what..


Love always and forever, Mommy!

Mommy's a little upset

I'm a little upset because I don't have anything saved up for your arrival, I know you're not going to be here for another 4 months(20 weeks) but I can't help feeling like I should at least have somethings. I'm bout to start getting a little bit of money for you and I'm going to save everything. I wish I would of found a job but I think it might be a little to late because I'm showing and I don't think nobody is going to want to hire a person lady. I have to do some more belly shot for weeks 20. I'm going to do them today, which will be 20 weeks and 2 days.
I really haven't done a Youtube video in a while. I got to get around to doing one but I feel awkward doing them when your dad is around. Anyway mommy's about to start looking at baby shower stuff and cute things for you.

Love you always, My little Baby!

Little update ..20 weeks YAY!

Today is July 17 and I am officially 20 weeks pregnant,which is half way through. I am 20 weeks away from seeing you my sweetie pie. Earlier I was complaining to your daddy that you wasn't kicking me all day but at around 7pm you started kicking and you're still kicking. I like feeling your little kicks , i'm going to change my doctor when I go back on Tuesday.

Facts from online:

Your baby weighs about 10 1/2 ounces now. He's also around 6 1/2 inches long from head to bottom and about 10 inches from head to heel —the length of a banana. (For the first 20 weeks, when a baby's legs are curled up against his torso and hard to measure, measurements are taken from the top of his head to his bottom — the "crown to rump" measurement. After 20 weeks, he's measured from head to toe.)

He's swallowing more these days, which is good practice for his digestive system. He's also producing meconium, a black, sticky by-product of digestion. This gooey substance will accumulate in his bowels, and you'll see it in his first soiled diaper (some babies pass meconium in the womb or during delivery).

Daddy felt you kick last night !!!

He was so happy to feel your little feet *&* You were showing off kicking a lot lol.. Then he gonna ask me why you keep kicking him & I like so stop touching lol.. I think I'm going to write that I'm pregnant on Facebook, I'm going to get a bunch of question but so what! We having a family bar bq for my aunt pupie birthday & everyone else birthday in july, I know people going to take pictures of me they feining lol. So I might just talk about you on Fb today..


P.s You're prefect and I love you!!

Mommies hospital visit ..

      Don't worry everything is okay, I wanted to see you and know what you are but you're a mover you would stay still. The ultrasound tech couldn't even get a profile picture of you because you were facing my back and you move a lot. I went to the hospital called "Beth Israel" Where I was born. I want to give birth to you in that hospital, I think that would be so cool.

      Think ultrasound tech said he thinks you're a girl, sorry if you're a boy it's not his fault he didn't get a good view. Mommy gets heartburn like crazy, so maybe you're going to have a head full of hair. Me and daddy are not friends right now but don't worry he loves you. We are just getting on each others nerves, it's going to be ok though. I'm thinking about changing my doctor so i can have you in manhattan. I have a doctors appointment Tuesday. I am 18 weeks and 5 days, I can't wait to find out what you are. Please do mommy a favor and let us see what you are the next ultrasound i get. I wanna know if you're going to be born on our due date which is December 4,2011.     Love you!

   

Word of Advice from Mommy

      Never underestimate your self, Don't forget your self worth because you are truly amazing, don't let anyone make you feel like less. Sometime you might feel bad and think bad about yourself but that is only momentarily because you're going to be a very great and special person. I didn't lay eyes on you yet but I know you're beautiful and you're going to just as beautiful on the inside. Know that you mean the world to me, I know there's going to be a lot of people in your future that loves you but nobody will ever love you more than mommy does. They may think they do but I love you like no other, I am your mother and nobody can ever take that away. You'll always have me to depend on matter what. You should always love you self the way mommy loves you= Unconditionally!
     You deserve the world!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I'm 17 weeks& 6 days Pregnant)